Sunday, October 26, 2003
WOW October 26th already!!! Been a very busy past couple of weeks. Bear Bust in Orlando was a total Blast, I had so much fun with my buddies there, and meeting new people. I think the best formula for an event like that is to put everyone in the same bar/area and just let them mingle. Unlike the other events, this one has ONE location, no conflicting options where people are everywhere else. (Although we did get a group together for Islands of Adventure during the Saturday free time)
Came home with a head cold from sucking too many faces again... but mostly over that now. The weather here has finally turned nice. Was 101 -103 all week, but this weekend is mid 80's and 68 at night....nice cool breeze... I love it here!!! Time to update the website.
posted by Buster at 9:40 AM
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Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Theraputic Masturbation
That is what I call it...those little quickies that seem to help you feel better and think more clearly all at once. I was sitting in the hot tub this mornin, enjoying the birds chittering and sun rising, but my brain was going in all sorts of directions. I was trying to notice how great the water felt and relax. Even though I wasnt horny at the time, It occured to me that I would be more relaxed after masturbating. I was right! Five minutes later and almost instantly my body relaxed, my mind calmed and I was able to enjoy the sensations of morning and clearly think about my goals for the day. Amazing how that works!
posted by Buster at 9:29 AM
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Thursday, October 09, 2003
Life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time.
And then you die. What's that? A bonus?
I think the life-cycle is all backwards.
You should die first and get it all over with.
Then you live in an old age home.
You get kicked out when you're too young.
You get a gold watch.
You go to work.
You work forty years until you're young enough to
enjoy your retirement.
You do drugs, alcohol and party.
You get ready for high school.
You go to grade school and become a kid.
You play. You have no responsibilities.
You become a little baby & go back into the womb.
You spend your last nine months floating...
Then, you finish off as an orgasm. I like it.
-shared from a freind, and worth posting!
posted by Buster at 1:04 PM
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Tuesday, October 07, 2003
Coasting…
It seems creative people have an internal commitment not only to meet their level of previous achievement, but to exceed it each time. We often fall into a slump, just doing our job rather than trying to excel. Perhaps we convince ourselves for a while that our average-quality work is better than many peoples best work. But somehow that doesn’t make you feel any better if you know you haven’t done your best. Lately I feel as if I have been just coasting along, doing what is expected, and expecting things to be as good as they always have been. Now I realize that it is time to jump start things, to take a fresh creative approach. The most important thing right now is to acknowledge that I am coasting, and it doesn’t feel good. Hopefully that spark will come soon!
posted by Buster at 2:10 PM
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Friday, October 03, 2003
Friday is finally here! Seems like I just said that, last week I was anxiously on my way to Folsom, and this week I am anxiously awaiting the recovery week to be over! I have talked with several people who all voiced how the Folsom Street Fair has changed. I have been going on and off for 9 years now, and have to say things change and we move on. I did notice a different energy this year. People seemed to be more restless and on the move, looking for the next big thing and not finding it. I was hoping to connect with old freinds and make new ones and enjoy my fetish pleasures, but that didnt happen either. As I exhibited my balloon blowing prowess on the street this year, people just walked on by. As one buddy said it "my fetish has become common place now, doesnt interest people or strike them as odd anymore." It does seem to be a true statement. Oddly enough underscored by the number of completely naked people that were strolling the fair, and the non attention they really got. I also beleive that fun is where you make it, and that said I did have fun, just not the sort I have had in times past. Now I am really looking forward to a weekend at home with my partner, who I came home with a completely restored gratitude for.
posted by Buster at 1:16 PM
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Wednesday, October 01, 2003
Post Folsom... Yesterday was a strange day indeed. Terrible Tuesday I always hear it called, the blues after a party weekend. Mine was complicated by having partied on a sick stomach. Perhaps it was bad a party favor...but what ever it was, it marred my Folsom weekend experience this year. It was definately good to see folks, and meet a few new ones, but due to the cloud hanging over my brain, I never quite made it to fetish thrill that always characterised Folsom. Instead was lots of self reflection on how my own selfishness affects other people and other peoples lives. Perhaps I am still in that terrible tuesday state, perhaps I am just growing older and wiser.
posted by Buster at 9:46 AM
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