Wednesday, August 27, 2003

EGO rush... Feelin better now... have had several days in a row back at the gym. Feel like I am getting back into the groove. My profile was featured on BigMuscleBears on Monday, and the several hundred email/messages I got really did wonders for my ego. What a great site that is!!! Also got my copies of this months unzipped magazine...and there I am a feature story on me and my balloon fetish. It really is all about me after all!

Sunday, August 24, 2003

Deep Purple Funk....

That is what my mom always called it. Seem I am not real excited about anything lately... cant get motivated to get my ass back in the gym, and then just feel bad about being out of shape. Got some exciting trips coming up soon, but not mentally ready for them yet. Hope to POP out of this soon.

Saturday, August 16, 2003

Haven't posted in awhile...but not because I haven't wanted to....just been really busy. Funny how things seem to creep up on ya, and suddenly there is no time left. Been having lots of self reflective thoughts lately. Attended an office party last night and it struck me how much wilder and out of hand my straight office mates are at a party than my "deviant" Gay Freinds.... Also been thinking about what is truely important in life lately, and how I need to concentrate on those items and not try to do everything. There is something to be said about being the best at something as opposed just doing alot. What the hell does this mean??? - Just means I am thinking aot!

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

Candy says, I've come to hate my body
And all that it requires in this world

Candy says, I'd like to know completely
What all they so discretely talk about

I'm gonna watch the blue birds fly
Over my shoulder
I'm gonna watch them pass me by
Maybe when I'm older

What do you think I'd see
If I could walk away from me

Candy says, I hate the quiet places
That cause the smallest taste of what will be

Candy says, I hate the big decisions
That cause endless revisions in my mind

I'm gonna watch the blue birds fly
Over my shoulder
I'm gonna watch them pass me by
Maybe when I'm older

What do you think I'd see
if I could walk away from me


Written by Lou Reed (1969)